The moment I saw Kyu Jong's name appear on my timeline, I felt happy and sad at the same time. I didn't know he'd be showing up tonight. But when he did, my eyes started to feel a tear about to fall. T_T I'm seeing him in my timeline, but I'm missing him already. He hasn't entered the military training yet, but I'm already wishing for him to be back as soon as possible. I'm reading only his message, but my heart started to ache right away. T_T This is actually the first time I'll be seeing a SS501 member enlisting in the army. All other actors and idols out there have gone already, but they are not the group or person I love. SS501 is the very first and ONLY K-Pop Idol I've been attached to. They have made so many changes in my life. They are actually the reason why I have open a blog. They have become my strength. And now, that one of them is going, and will take 2 years to be back, seems a very dreadful news to me. In fact, until now, I admit I'm in a denial stage. I can't believe that in less than a month, I won't be seeing him in my timeline, I won't be hearing his voice, I won't be watching him from his shows.... I still can't believe it. But I know that it's all for the good and it's a must he'd be in the military. It's just so damn hard to accept reality. T_T I know a lot of you might say I do sound pathetic. Still, I can't help not to feel this way. I was somehow wishing it's all a big joke. I'll miss him definitely. I'm actually missing him now. T_T
It was said that tomorrow is Kyu Jong's Fanmeet in Korea before he goes to the military. For those who can come, I so envy you. I know it's gonna be a precious and memorable one. Although every fanmeet is indeed memorable, but this time around is different. You know what I mean.
credits: 2kjdream + xiaochu1004@twitter (English Translation)
Hi! I don't know if you will read my comment, but I don't have any other place to write it. To be honest it's my first time commenting your blog.It's also my first time commenting someone's blog. I'm not used to this and I'm a shy person, but now I just can't handle it anymore. I feel the same way! You're not alone! ;) I also have hope. Because if I'm not mistaken Baby tweeted to Kyu and Young Saeng "I'll see you tommorow" and I also heard that Mal will be on Kyu's Fanmeeting. Only Leader is missing! I wish I could be there. SS501 was my first Korean band and is my only one K-POP love! I also wish I could meet other Triple S and share the same love and passion. Sorry for my English! Be strong! :)
ReplyDeleteI feel grateful and honored to be the first blog you've ever written a comment. ^^ In times like this, every encouraging word does really give a big help. I know that tomorrow (or shall I say later sice its already 4am of June 3), it will be a most touching and memorable day for all of us. There might be some crying(especially on my part) but still, seeing them together in this kind of event is a treasured moment. SS501 is the only and will always be the idol group I'll love. Again,thank you for commenting and visiting my blog.^^
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