excited, depressed, sad all at the same time

Today is the last day for Persona Encore in Seoul for the group SS501. It is a 2 day concert which started yesterday. I wasn't able to hear it on radio but today I'll try. I'm a little excited about it because I wanted to hear them sing live again. While waiting for the time, I tried to browse some pictures from yesterday's event. Well, they all look good and happy. But then something caught my attention... I saw leader Kim Hyun Joong wearing the necklace that he used to wear from previous concert and presscon. My wild imagination tells me that he is already in love with somebody else. You know why? His personality hates cheesy things like couple t-shirts or anything that would show affection to the opposite gender. But then now, he wears a double heart necklace. Call me crazy but it hurts me. Although I know that he deserves to be happy but i can't help it. This stupid darn feelings that I have won't seem to stop. That's why when situation like this comes, I end up hurting.  Here's the lyrics of the song that I am currently listening to.


"You're In Love"

Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.

And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

[Chorus:]
Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.

But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

[Chorus]

I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love

Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

And here's his picture wearing the necklace. credits to photobucket. :'(